Yay !!

YAY!!
new Job !!
hopefully a New CAr~
A new Start !!
And hopefully a new way of life =)

death is like a broken code of life

Today is a friend of mine whose death anniversary i mourn...
Last week was another friend whose life has just ended..
2 days ago i almost cried when my mum came out of her room asking me 2 rub her swollen leg.. i told my self mom.. i don't want you 2 leave me yet.. it is still early..
then after rubbing her leg she felt better..
was wondering is it the thought that counts?

A few days ago.. i was talking 2 a friend who gave up everything that was once precious to him.. worried and very sad i am for him but i know he knows what he is doing

Ah...

Really a long time since i wrote sumting..
thx to jave 4 reminding me 2 update it at least lolx..

Was wondering at times does it take an eternity 2 learn something new or just a spark of inteligence 2 do it


Saw the 2 recently ..
was preety stupefied from wat he said 2 me..
i really never expected this 2 come so quitely .. sounds just like death..

4 more months 2 go and i would love 2 go back 2 joining my buddhist comunity frenz..
i really have no idea what have i ever done 4 them that was ever helpfull

was asked by sum1 recently .. y do u game so often..
i told that person..
i need 2 dstrees..
he says.. wha??? u dun look stress
oh i am ... coz when i game i get more stress when i play with !@#$#


=_________="

saw jave on9 but din want 2 disturb him..
i know he is stresed over sumting
i just dont know what...
let him cool it off i say
he will recover someday soon
the song below is 4 u jinzo

hope u can grasp the meaning of the song =)

Lucky....

Do you hear me,
I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky oh my, baby I'm trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Oooohhhhoohhhhohhooohhooohhooohoooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music, fill the air
I put a flower in your hair
Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

Hmmz......

收藏在眼眸 常徘徊左右 愛猜到沒有

愉快玩笑後 能全然退後 你開心就夠



這種感覺太親厚 講一千句也不夠

假使講了 你聽到後 或會走

這種戀愛太罕有 不須真正擁有

成全　衷心祝福　然後就放手



放手 　放開所有 彼此更自由

放手　 其實我絕非愛得不夠

放手 　豁出所有 還有這個好友

已經 已經足夠



遙遠是宇宙 靜靜在背後 去看守就夠



這種感覺太親厚 講一千句也不夠

即使一剎有過衝動 挽你手

這種戀愛太罕有 不須真正擁有

成全 多捨不得仍然是放手



放手 我的牽掛 找不到盡頭

放手 期望你幸福 甚麼都有

也許 愛很深厚 然而我早看得透

放手 至可擁有

Saying goodbye
Is never an easy thing
But you never said
That you’d stay forever
So if you must go
Darling I’ll set you free
But I know in time
That we’ll be together
Ohhh
I wont try to stop you now from leaving
Coz in my heart I know
Love will lead you back
Someday I just know that
Love will lead you back to my arms
Where you belong
Sure
Sure as stars are shining
One day you will find me again
It wont be long
One of these days
Our love will lead you back

One of these nights
We’ll I’ll hear your voice again
Your gonna say
How much you miss me
You’ll walk out this door
But someday you’ll walk back in
Darling I know I know this will be
Sometimes it takes
To find your way back
Love will lead back
Someday I just no that
Love will lead you back to my arms where you belong
Sure
Sure as stars are shining
One day you will find me again
It wont be long
One of these days our love will lead you back

But I wont try to stop you now from leaving
Coz in my heart I know
Love will lead you back
Someday I no that
Love will lead you back to my arms
Where you belong
Sure
Sure as starts are shining
One day you will find me again
It wont be long
One of these days our
Love will lead you back

I've been living with a shadow overhead,
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed,
I've been lonely for so long,
Trapped in the past,
I just can't seem to move on!

(Hugh Grant)
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away,
Just in case I ever need them again someday,
I've been setting aside time,
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind!

[Chorus]
(Both)
All I want to do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.
Oooooh.

[Verse 2]
(Drew Barrymore)
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine,
I've been searching but i just don't see the signs,
I know that it's out there,
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere!

(Hugh Grant)
I've been looking for someone to shed some light,
Not somebody just to get me through the night,
I could use some direction,
And I'm open to your suggestions.

[Chorus]
(Both)
All I want to do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.
And if I open my heart again,
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end!
Oooooooh, Ooooooh, Ooooooh.

[Middle-eight]
(Drew Barrymore)
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

[Chorus]
(Both)
All I want to do is find a way back into love,
I can't make it through without a way back into love,
And if I open my heart to you,
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do,
And if you help me to start again,
You know that I'll be there for you in the end

Well-a you done done me
And you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks and now I'm trying to get back

Before the cool done run out I'll be giving it my bestest
And nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some
But I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours

Mmmmhmmm-Mmmmhhmmm, Mmmmmhmmm
(Heeeeey heeeey)

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
I look into your heart and you'll find love love love love

Listen to the music of the moment, people dance and sing
We're just one big family
And it's our God-forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved loved

So I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm sure
There's no need to complicate, our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

(Scatting)
Do you want to come on?
Scooch on over closer dear, I'll whisper in your ear
Wo-ooo-o-oh who-oo-o-o-oh
Oh yes love, love love love love love
Love you love, love you love

I've been spending way too long tricking my tongue in the mirror
And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
And so I drew a new face and I laughed

I guess what I be saying is there ain't no better reason
To rid yourself of vanities and just go with the seasons
It's what we aim to do, our name is our virtue

But I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours

Open up your mind and see like me
(I won't hesitate)
Open up your plans and damn you're free
(No more, no more)
I look into your heart and you'll find that the sky is yours
(It cannot wait, I'm sure)

So please don't, (please don't, please don't)
There's no need
(There's no need to complicate)
There's no need to complicate
(Our time is short)
'Cause our time is short
(This is our fate)
This is oh, this is oh, this is our fate
I'm yo-o-o-o-ooo-ours
Ahhh

Let Me Die
Are we at war tonight
Will there be angels whispering to midnight
Don't wake when lightning strikes
My heart for you is true
Let no one take that from you
Time is running tight
Can't change from wrong to right
So I'll close my eyes and dream a little
Just like how we used to be baby
Its time to say farewell now
No need to cry of feelings
Oh it's alright
I'll end the end of lies
Heaven grant me one last wish I beg you
Let me say these words before I go
I will love you till the end of time
Every breath of mine
I'll hold you by my side
But I'll rest in peace
My sweetheart would you
Let me die in your arms with you
Only you can stop the rain tonight
Only you can change my world from black to white
So I'll close my eyes and dream a little more
Are we at war tonight
Will there be angels whispering to midnight
Don't wake when lightning strikes
Heaven grant me one last wish I beg you
Let me say these words before I go
I will love you till the end of time
Every breath of mine
I'll hold you by my side
But I'll rest in peace
My sweetheart would you
Let me die in your arms with you
Only you can stop the rain tonight
Only you can get me straight to fight
Till the sky is burning
It's the end of time
Look ahead tomorrow
Long and winding road
Keep the faith of mine
Don't let it go
You're the only reason
That I'm growing cold
What would I do
Without you
I will love you till the end of time
Every breath of mine
I'll hold you by my side
But I'll rest in peace
My sweetheart would you
Let me die in your arms with you
Only you can stop the rain tonight
Only you can make my world so bright
Life no longer ends here with you in my heart
In my heart...